WELCOME TO A NEW KIND OF TENSION . . .

Thursday, May 11, 2006

all i can say now is that this particular part on earth(virtual) is rotting badly.
its like 94832743627672 days since i blogged.
many stuff happened,
with usual tests and many more to come.
just had e first round of a level chem SPA.
which i dont exactly know whether i screwed it up or not.
just hope that everything goes well for me la.
had bloody maths today and yea, its e usual failing style.
but i have to blame myself for studying only at e morning before e test started.

i reallly really really really really really hope that chris wins AI (:
im his ardent fan :P

and im not gonna be a slacker anymore.

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 12:27:00 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

i love noises!

ok, let me first say that this world is full of coincidents.
there are like endless examples.
-first of all, those whom i met peeps like jiawan and silpa whom i met during e econs bridging lessons turned out to be my present classmates :)
-secondly, my senior ivan neo cum sirkett house master cum bb boy whos from kcp, has a cute sis called samneo in my class 116. she happens to remind me of mich:) :)
-thirdly, my ex- pri scoo mate, siti maziah who's transferred to rosyth due to gep is currently good frens with my classmate, silpa.
- lastly, my balestier mate is a pri scoo fren of lester ong who's previously from four love.

and i believe that there are still more to come eventually...

ive so given up hope on studying.
i wanna chill as much as possible!!
and tp polyclinic is super screwed.
i will nv ever wanna go there to take mc anymore, thanks to some real screwed up docs.
shall try ttsh next time round.

yet another coincidence =)

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:11:00 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

have been rather a gambler of all sorts.
mahjong, bridge, dai dee.
u name it, i know it.
so today was 'fruitful',
guess wad?
i had my first hand in bridge today la.!
super fun k!
its such an irony when my brother who is a pro that wins bridge compeitions doesnt even bother to teach me!
nvm. shall ask him to impart some bridge knowledge to me so i can beat my classmates flat. wahahahaha!

pe is sucky everytime.
its either running or stretching thighs.
im so sick of them all!
i want ball games!!

anyway, this coming tues is class outing.
im so looking forward to la! :D :D
but not really keen on eating at seoul garden as its im more to e herbivore side.
and e very next day has to be chem test.
wth!
i still wanna hang around in town.
i dont wanna go home so early !

im so dazzled by chris daughtry of american idol 5.
in case u are wondering who e hell is he,
hes e baldie who sings rock :D
hes sucha versatile guy!
of course ace young is my hot fave too!
such a sweet angelic voice captures my heart:)

chill out dudes! :) enjoy life while u still can!

peace out`

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:09:00 PM

Friday, March 31, 2006

i've got some fantastic news which u should just sit back and relax and be (NOT) amuse.
there was this ever so exiting maths test back on wed, which was thrilling enough to make you puke endless pails of blood.
and ive gotten a score of 7/30, which is an excellent U grade.
this is even worse than my e maths f9 grade back in sec 3.
the lowest in my class was a o/30, so it isnt that bad for a start eh?
i just knew that i would get a <10/30.
to think i studied quite hard for nothing.
all my qtns were a big zero except for e last, and i knew that modulas was bound to get zero.
im really curious to know how much those who wrote 2 sentences for e test got.

been quite a juvenile delinquent recently,
i left school at 12.55pm just to pon chem prac cos its really boring, and i was 25 mins too late.
plus i still have gunaselvi hot on my heels for my purple geog file.
and theres yet again another test, which is bloody chem!!!
the killer solution stoichiometry is being tested.
tests, worksheets, assignments, pw and cheena just keeps shortening my life because they simply deprive me of blood!

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO UNWIND!!!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 3:30:00 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i randomly remembered that my scoo gave us a chance to go OBS!!
wooohoooo!!!
that was exactly what i wanted to go but didnt had a chance.
but now i have!
still, not many look forward to obs due to some misfortunes that occurred to their siblings. eg. unfortunate mosquito kisses.
lols!

have been spotting james blunt whenever i tune into mtv.
gosh! i get so sick of him eversince you're beautifuuuuuul.
so i started to boycott him by tuning to other channels.
but hes quite a feat for breaking into e us charts esp when hes a briton,
that was like 1029384765 yrs since e spice gals did that with.

its soon to be happily raining cats and dogs.
ya, i hate da rain.
how i wish i had some device to let it be in my disposal,
so as and when im pleased, " let there be rain".
sounds like im in control of that. lols!

so will tmr be a happy day? yessss!!
cos i'll be playing piano for e lil kids.
and its not surprising that i'm starting to adore kids now.
they are so cute and adorable la! :):):)
i suppose i'll miss them if they're absent esp, grace and daniel! and maybe frana? lols!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 4:12:00 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

here's something which ive been holding on for so long and i just couldnt burst out saying that i truly deeply regretted not getting tix to jason mraz concert :(:(:( arghhhh!!!
fcuk!
i really really regretted k. hes better in live concerts rather than his albums which are already so frggin nice'.
so pls dont ever tell me u attended his concert cos i will so envy u :X
i feel like screaming out loud!! argggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 8:15:00 PM

life has nv been good since ive gone to jc.
three words : mug! mug! mug!
lols!
but i was too exhausted to study ytd so i slpt through e night. haha.
so here am i once again rambling about that insignificant thing.
anyway, i spotted a striking orange arena swimsuit jus now at j8.
shall get it if i made it to swimming.cross ur fingers eh.
no way am i going for tennis! its super slack pls!
hopefully e coach finds me alright for swimming.
im so pissed off that i couldnt go into ODAC. damm.

will be off to swim now cos i really wanna make it into swimming.

i didnt know that building castles in the air was so authentic.

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 5:02:00 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

today's supposed to be og outing and not even half e gals are going?
lol.
anyway, somebody from my og told me that i look like im from a girls' school, though i know its weird la.
but i treated it as a compliment :)
so monday is posting of classes, and hopefully they let me take geog instead of history, cos history really sucks and its super boring k!
went for geog lesson for e first time and realise e teacher is damm slack la, and shes an indian.
she was still stuck in 3 quartz of e 1st topic when all four topics which are supposed to be covered within four days.
well done!!
plus the lt is super freezing!!

mon
skipped scoo halfway to meet my favourite people! met them at town and ate bk.
one of e malay staff there was so attitude. and later we proceeded to e esplanade!
i admit that i was super anti and tired at first, and e fun happens later.! ~ taking pics.
quite disappointed that e jason mraz concert tix are sold out! damm! hes one good musician to listen to. wanted to eat banmian with mich and yiwen but mom cooked. damm again!

tues
had lunch with t09. we went to j8, and yeah, met a couple of familiar faces like mr tan kok lam and felicia.
we took like forever to decide where to eat, when we're actually standing outside food junction. finally we went into food junction to makan la.
after lunch, walked around and saw some ice age 2 show, so cute la pls!
and i dunnoe it was who's idea to go to the open area at e 3rd floor and take pics.

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 1:51:00 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

wahh.. super tired now lah!!
cos of clubbing in scoo. lols! cant imagine rite?
it was e so called finale of e orientation camp in yjc, which i intially thought of skipping it.
but that thought is proved so WRONG!!
anyway when jingyi, me and some og ppl wanna breeze past e gates, it was so unfortunate that e ogls are there to restrict j ones from leaving.
and i actually called my mom to help me to get permission to leave scoo due to my piano theory test e next day.
and there was this ogl who walked past us and told us if he were us, he will stay for e finale. like duh!
he was one of those organizing it!
i totally enjoyed e finale thing, and it was something similar to zouk or club momo,
all u can see is one group of ppl on e stage and a huge bunch on e floor dancing.
and e songs toatlly rocks!!! l.o.v.e, faint, its my life, pump it, just wanna live, greenday, run it and many more :):):)
i jumped like mad, screamt like mad, shaked my head like hell, groved like siao lah!
almost wanted to faint ~
i saw many potential clubbers too!
and ya, they threw many shreded paper on us. lols!
anyway, its too fun lah~ too tired to more stuff.
btw, i bumped into my pri scoo fren whos in cj,
and i heard some mad stuff like withelding ur buspass before u going to e toilet. weird lah.! maybe they wanna track down truant cases which one such fine example is my bro. lols!
so im here typing and not studying for my piano theory lah! wow, thats so hopeless.
ok, last sentence : I really enjoyed today's finale and do not regret skipping my theory class today. ! :) :)
- the end-

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 10:03:00 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

omg!
it seems that i'll be back after six this whole week of orientation.
and i really enjoyed orientation today.
its much more fun and noisy.
but i missed my secondary school frens too!!
really not sure when i can meet up with them.

here's something i wanna say,
im really stressed at this point of time when i realise that jc is so hectic.
you will need to do 3 essays and some other questions in 3 hrs for econs?
and on top of that, im taking maths and chem h2,
and i didnt have any a maths or pure chem background.
the only sub that i really like is history and i decided to take it rather than music.
:(:(

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:49:00 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

havent thought of much to blog yet. anyway, i just realised that i've been in quite a deep shit. cos im supposed to be the arts fac rather than sc. so how?

Four jobs
- assistant in my grandpa's coffee stall
- some office job.
- a physiotheraphist in the future.
- and maybe some accountant / piano teacher in da future

Four movies (that i dont mind watching over and over again)
- JUMANJI (gosh, i really love this on axn!)
- anna and the king
- rat race
- beauty and the beast

Five TV shows
- alias (jennifer garner)
- desperate housewives
- scrubs
- malcolm in the middle
- f.r.i.e.n.d.s

Four places I’ve vacationed
- HAWAII
- jakarta
- tasmania & perth
- penang & kl

Fourplaces I’d rather be right now
- hawaii
- mauritius
- usa
- anywhere in europe

Four Actors i like
- jake gyllenhaal
- brad pitt
- matthew perry
- tom welling

Four Actresses i like
- charlize theron
- teri hatcher
- jennifer garner
- kirsten dunst

Four favourite bands
- something corporate
- red hot chili peppers
- guns n roses
- green day

speaking of movies, i'm gonna make those of you who cant see brokeback mountain jealous cos i saw it!! lalallalala. well. there's this loophole in the tix counter where u will be issued a ticket provided u look older than 21, without checking ur id. if u are underage and u really really wanna sneak in to watch this acclaimed film, i suggest u wear some apparel which makes u look older. lol, but i didnt do that.

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 1:25:00 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

im stresssed !!
can you believe it?
that's not the typical happy go lucky magdalene.
but im actually under some kind of pressure now.
im actually sandwiched between a maths and piano theory.
i can imagine the strenous stretching inside my brain.
trying hard to stretch to the max.
no wonder that accounts for several headaches.
donkk.
and moe has decided to put me in a scoo called yjc.
and im fine with it after much struggling between whether to pick yj over sr and vice versa.
i'll give you FOUR reasons why yj is much better than sr :

1) the uniform!! (omg, this is so important lah!)
although yj uni looks a bit like ite, it will still be better than e skin color sr uni.
2) the journey to scoo.
although i have a straight bus to sr. its gonna take an almost one hr bus trip up there!
3) subject combi.
yj offers music, unlike sr who doesnt offer.
4)the scoo rankings.
they all say that yj is better than sr despite the cut off 20 points.

ultimately, i decided to take h2 maths, music econs and h1 chem.
thats all!

and btw, i really enjoyed going to the zoo with the following folks : mich yiwen geok yiqian xianwen and kai lyn. :) :) thanks so much for e enjoyable times!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 10:34:00 AM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Goodbye for Now - POD

I can still see the light
at the end of the tunnel shine
through the dark times
even when I lose my mind

But it feels like no one
in the world is listening
and I can't ever seem
to make the right decisions

I walk around in the same haze
I'm still caught in my same ways
I'm losing time in these strange days
but somehow I always know
the right things to say

I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blame for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows

Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think
I know, there she goes

[Chorus]
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long

Goodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go)

When will we sing
A new song
A new song

totally enjoyed rapping it!! :)
and my dear little cousin pronounces rap as ra-pe. lols!
i feel that my twin cousins are super cool lah.!
they learnt from their friends how to sing the american idiot song and do that emo scream!!!!!
btw, they are from sajs and are currently in pri 4.
thats ultra hip lah!
as they are identical twins, i asked them whether they had switched identities before,
and its so SAD that they didnt.
and i tried convincing them and they still dont dare.
if i were in their shoes, i'd probably be fooling my peers and teachers and hitting hard on their butts all day long with sydney.
if only sydney was existent!

was in town on fri and i saw david gan.
he looks so homo. - knitted cap and a lady's bag. imagine that?

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 9:48:00 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

my life is not brilliant.
i've been sitting around moping and pondering whether going to jc was ever e right choice.
yea, rite.. i sorta regret it now.
going poly might be an easier way out cause there's not gonna be much stress.
my head is in some sorta whirlwind and it is impossible to reverse time.
or maybe i should just stick to a levels and be extra hardworking and hopefully get into e physiotheraphy course @ nyp.
and if u girls ever see this, i really miss you all thoroughly. we must hang out yea! :)

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 7:50:00 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

i made it!
i made it!!
i made it!!!!
i made it to jc!!!!
wooooooo!!!!!

feel screaming out loud!
i'm so overwhelmed!
THANK GOD FOR HIS GRACE :)

i was a lil disappointed with english.
thought i will get a five or four but i got a six instead.
at least its better than my previous two nightmares which depicted me receiving a big fat f9 for e o's. haha.
and when i read e second line of my results, i saw comb. humans and guess what i saw?
a b3.!!
wow!!
i didnt expect it cos i thought i would manage a 5 as i've a constant f9 for this particular sub.
i really wanna laugh out loud!!
LOLS!!

and for cheena, i knew it would be that same b4 cos i didnt study it at all. =D

as for fnn. i knew i would get a d7 though i preferred a c6< when mrs teo said that there wasnt a 100% pass.

english language - c6
combined humanities - b3
mathematics - a2 (my tutor predicted it)
science (phy/chem) - a2 (a lil surprise as i lost 10 marks from phy sect A)
food & nutrition - d7
principles of accounts - a2
chinese - b4
chinese (oral/aural) - merit

* replica of e results slip.

anyway congrats to peeps who excelled!! and for those who did not do well, pls dont be discouraged :)

ok. now at least im on par with my two brothers who jc, but failed to go in to e same scoo as 'em.
so i shall push myself hard in jc to qualify for dip. in physiotheraphy @ nyp :)

i feel so satified with myself! shall go and do more shopping for clothes, bag, shoes and stationeries.

lalallalalalalallalalallalallalalalalas!!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 8:02:00 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

just came back from piano lessons.
boos. it was only theory and another more lesson and i'll be on hiatus.
hahaha.
theres an amazingly cute boy who came after me, those innocent looking type.
and mind you, hes only 8 and currently studying at sa boys.
his speech was so funny lah, so adorable.
and hes playing was good for a grade 1 student, compared to mine.
hahaha.
and i dont practice when i was in grade 1.
cant be bothered to.
how i wish i could rewind time to be in grade 1 still.
but its impossible.
lols! i really do cherish those moments and my teacher is so patient.
and i realise prelims is arriving in 2 more weeks.
so i need to buck up.!

I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 7:31:00 PM